So today I went to the city to meet up with Satchi and Hazey and some others. It was originally planned to just be me and Hazey... then Satchi was invited... then two other friends of Hazey's... and then we ran into other random friends of theirs. Quite fun. ^_^

The strange thing was, even though originally it was to meet Hazey, I was hanging out with Satchi most of the time... XD

But yeah. We didn't really do much special, just walked around and talked all day, but it was still pretty fun. At Starbucks(I think) was really funny... Satchi didn't want anything but I kept trying to talk her into getting something... eventually she gave in and let me buy her an iced chocolate. I had one too. It was quite nice, although I didn't exactly like the lumps of chocolate in it... wasn't it meant to be LIQUID? :P

So yeah. We were all mucking around there until around 6:00 when I had to go home. At the end only Satchi waited with me for the bus while everyone else went off... aren't they sooooo mean? :P

Yay, it's school holidays now for two weeks. I'm actually doing some stuff these holidays. I have extra work on Thursdays and Saturdays now, as well as holiday program all of the weekdays, except Thursdays, Monday this week, and Tuesday next week. Meeting up with a couple of awesomeful friends on Monday, hopefully. ^_^

But yeah. Holidays will probably still be boring. I'll probably spend most of them watching Korean drama or studying Korean... I really need to study faster, I think...

I put together another set of pictures for the inside front cover as well. ^_^

http://img72.imageshack.us/img72/8408/collage2db5.jpg

I made a cover for my school folder! With heaps of my favourite singers and bands on it. ^_^

If you want to see it, look here:
http://aycu23.webshots.com/image/10822/2000749958368365113_rs.jpg
(WARNING: HUGE FILE SIZE. Not reccomended for those on dialup connections.)

I also put on the side of the folder, a photo of me, with my form class and my name in three languages (English, Japanese, Korean), and the Chinese / Japanese character 愛 which means "love", pronounced "ai" in Japanese(not sure about chinese, but I think it might be the same). And on the back, I put a huge pic of Esther (same one that's on the front, but much larger size) only. ^_^ Hehe!

I also added one of her songs as the Current Reccomendation, so check it out. She rules. ^_^

Well. Only today I found out that she's moved away... probably forever... argh!!!!

and just when i realised i truly did like her... argh... life is such a fucking bitch!!!

Well I am still alive surprisingly, but not much special has happened. Can't be much longer now until school starts... which is kind of bad, but also kind of good...

Haha. Calum knows me too well. Today he was already asking about if I'm looking for a ball partner yet... well, to be honest, after how last year was good even though I went by myself, I'm not really that worried. I mean, I am going to ask a certain someone(well, assuming the person I'm interested in isn't someone else by closer to that time... which, unless I actually end up going out with that person, is probably not a reliable assumption)... but I'm not that worried if I go by myself.

Haha. Trust me. Half a year to go still but already talking about the ball. I'm so crazy...

So anyway. What else... Hm. I dunno.

Any Korean people reading this, by any chance? If so... MY MSN ADDY IS OVER THERE, ADD MEEEE! Seriously, I need some people to practice talking to and help teach me! :) (japanese too, I guess, but I have a lot more experience there and don't need much help, although people to talk to is always good!)

So yeah. Hm. That's all I have to write for now. Guess I'll write again sometime soon!

I found an awesome software the other day, "The Rosetta Stone" to help me with learning Korean! ^_^ 좋어요!!! Haha I'm still so new to it... don't really know much yet...

Apart from this, I finished watching 미안하다, 사랑한다... the ending was so sad!!! I cried for ages... haha, so guyish of me huh?

Hm. What else to write about. Well. Got my exam results the other day, I failed English... as I knew I would. Stupid thing. I'm not going to England ever, why do I need to know English?

I still haven't sometimes been able to sleep properly or at all lately... it sucks. I think I know why but...

Well, I've just been on Holiday in to Australia for 12 days... and I'm back now!

At first, I went to Melbourne. Here I stayed quite close to Chinatown, so as you can guess I spent a lot of my time there! I tried some food at a chinese restaurant... I didn't actually want to, but this really cute girl was standing outside and to advertising for it, and she talked to me as I walked past and wanted me to get something, so I did... heh. The food, vegetarian fried rice, was actually very nice! And the people were friendly too, they even gave me a free drink with my food.

The next day I went to the Melbourne ScienceWorks museum, which was not as good as ages ago when I went when I was younger. They seemed to not have a lot of my favourite exhibits anymore... I can't even really remember most of them, but I remember one with turning a handle to increase a counter, and it talked about how long it would take to reach a certian number... it didn't seem to be there anymore.

On the final day in Melbourne, I wanted to check out an asian DVD store that I saw but it didn't open until midday, and I wasn't going to be in Melbourne after 11:30 AM!!! That really sucked!

After Melbourne, I went to the open range zoo in Weribee for one night. It was interesting. I got to go behind the scenes to see some of the animals such as cheetahs, bisons, mongolian wild horses, and a rhino! I didn't see any snakes though. :(

After this, for new years I was in a small town called Ballarat. It was so boring... nothing to do here!

After that, I was staying at yet another boring place called Port Fairy. What a stupid name. Again there was nothing to do here...

After this, I went to a place that I can't remember the name of, it was right next to a beach, which I didn't go to (I don't like beaches...). I did go to a carnival thingy there, with some awesome rides. It sounds childish but it wasn't... they had really hard rides, like a small but fast rollercoaster where the carriage also spins, and also a ride which has the main thing in the middle which the seats are attached to by arms, which rotates around, and also the seats and seat holders can spin too, so it goes crazy!

After this I went to yet another small place in the middle of nowhere. There were supposed to be snakes around there but I didn't see any. Probably because I spent most of my time there online. :P

And finally, I went back to Melbourne before coming to the airport... and I went to check the DVD store again, and it was open! :D I bought two Korean drama series, called "I am sorry, I love you" and "My Love Patzzi". So far I have only watched "I am sorry, I love you" and it's very good! I also bought Ayumi Hamasaki's latest album, which I am about to listen to now. The only other albums there from people I knew were BoA and DongBangShinKi, and they only had Japanese albums. Except one of BoA's albums, I don't really like Japanese stuff from either of those two, I prefer their Korean, so I got Ayumi's album instead.

And yeah. I'm back home now. :D

I've decided, I'm not going to giving a fuck about any of this anymore. If bad stuff happens, so what. Stuff it. I'm gonna not worry about anything like that anymore!!!

Anyway, I'm off to Aus tomorrow for 10 days. Hopefully I'll be able to meet up with some friends I used to have there. That'll would be awesome! :D

So yeah, I won't be online so much for the next few days. I'll try to get on at least once a day but yeah. Don't expect me to be on heaps, sorry. I'll be back on the 7th of January.

I don't want be here anymore! Too boring and even worse, too lonely... fucking life...

Just wondering. A lot of people I don't know used to come to my space all the time.

If anyone I don't know is still coming now, that's alright! Feel free to leave me a comment or add me on MSN! You don't have to be scared of me. :-p Hehe.

My MSN is sunriseh@maxnet.co.nz

Today, I had a youth group event, called "The Final Countdown: Reloaded". The first part was a fun photo rally. We had to get photos of our small group doing various things, for example, doing someone's job, a photo with a famous person, a car with a numberplate that only had two letters and the first one was before J in the alphabet... and other really weird stuff.

So, we went out. The driver of the car I was in had a really screwed up car, he only used a screwdriver instead of a key to start it. This wasn't so bad at first.

However, after we got to the first place and stopped, he couldn't start it again. Eventually he got it to go, and the steering locked, but he fixed that too. Then next stop, it wouldn't start at all even with the screwdriver, no matter what he did... we had to get someone else to come pick us up. We weren't back by 6:30 which we were meant to be, but because we had a good reason, it was allright and we weren't disqualified, so that was good. In the end, we won best photo for four of the categories - the photo with someone famous(we got one with the host of "Weakest Link", not sure what her name is), the photo with a group of emos, the photo of someone with really awesome facial hair, and the special category photo which wasn't of anything specific but we just had to be creative and choose something awesome.

For this, we had taken a photo of one person standing near the camera with their hand out, and then everyone else standing far in the background. From the angle the photo was taken at, it looked as if everyone else was just very small and standing on his hand.

After this, we all got to watch a movie, called "Benchwarmers", which was about a bunch of nerds who tried to play baseball. It was actually a very funny movie. I didn't expect it to be good, because the movie last year was terrible, "Napoleon Dynamite"... HATEEEEEEED IT!!!

So anyway, I am home now, and have a really bad headache...

Here is the photo I mentioned before:

I'm just... beyond my normal level of hatred towards everything. I'm just fucking sick of it all. There MUST be no point to life, what point can there be... argh, I _hate_ this!

Well it's holidays now, has been for ages, and I really have nothing to do! It's so boring!!! Stupid life... >_>

Hehe, I've found a way to get PURE chlorine using some things around the house... hehe! This could be very useful.

So, one of my friends has left on holiday from today and won't be back till next year... this really really really really really really sucks, since I have no way of keeping in contact with her either... I'm really gonna miss her. I can't even cover it up sometimes... I was very visibly upset at youth group tonight, and I had to keep telling everyone "no nothing's wrong" even though it wasn't true, I even told someone to "fuck off"... ugh, it's as if stupid life doesn't think I'm fucked up enough already! Argh, I fucking hate this. Anyone got some death pills?

This is weird. I have no idea where half a gig of my monthly data transfer has gone to this month. I know I used about 500MB on setting up this new comp, and another 3GB or so on these series of videos for learning Korean language (yeah, I know. Too many languages huh? [For those of you who don't know - I'm also learning Japanese and have been for quite a while.])... no idea why I only have 2GB left instead of 2.5. Weird.

Anyway... hm, what else is there to mention here. I don't think I've written anything notable here for quite a while...

Oh yeah. Just so you guys know, I'm pretty unstable at the moment(kind of like Astatine)... so if I snap at you or whatever, please don't take it too seriously. AND BE NICE! :-p

Meh. I finally got around to updating the reccomended song a few days back, which is no longer the "weekly" reccomended song as I now update it usually once every month, if that.

I'm so sick of all this... life is too boring and lonely... I don't know why I even fuucking bother anymore! I would be so much happier if I just fucking dropped dead right now! Why the fuck am I still alive? F&117;cking stupid life...!